Please give me your opinion!!! its God related because im a Christian?

as a christian myself i apreciate a person in search of the truth and testimony sets a listening sinner free so you got a pluses in my book now do more with your gift your hand stretched to me and it feels as if you touced my heart that has been beaten up by my own friends of truth but i know that the reason is that my own vol. was to high and i turned the vol. of JESUS down thank you for confrimation when in need of a answer that don't even know but GOD