I hate my step mom, shes a and really mean?!?

Mate, im 13, my step mother is a that want to make me step brother or sister, she yells at me, hates me, but if she ever hurts you, if she don't kill you, you will be stronger mate, keep going, continue liveing, never give up, have friends, and never forget, IF SHE DONT KILS YOU, YOU WILL BE ONLY STRONGER, even when you have nothing on your side, be strong in your slef, that will die, i promise you!!!