Ok I really need help! I dont know what else im suppose to do..?

You can't live your life trying to please other people. You can't worry over what people might think of you. Life is way too damn short to live in fear and not do something your heart and mind are telling you to do. You're young and now is the time to follow your heart. If you feel this strongly, then go for it! Do you really want to p this opportunity up and look back with regret in 10 years because you let fear get the best of you? You'll always wonder "What If?" What if I had gone with my heart? What if he could have been my soul mate? What if, what if, what if! I know you love and respect your family and friends, but honestly, what they think doesn't and shouldn't matter. This is your life, and if they care for you, they would want to see you happy! If your parents' don't approve, then that's too bad. They'll have to learn to get over it. It is their issue and not yours. You have to start living for you. You're given one life....live it.